Thing is, I guess it's a good thing, because now I do other things like I'm back to reading novels and watching movies and I'm out of my room more often, rather than be some stupid hermit - except my reason is not for religious duties, but for mindless 'exploration' of the virtual world. Which gets old once in a while. =/ I've been trying out how to sew! believe it or not... lol. IKR~ wtf. And if not that, I've been trying out make up O_O It's so nostalgic since I used to do that when I was a wee toddler. Now all I need is those puffy princess dresses to complete the sense of nostalgia. XD

I've been trying light shades of make up (refer to picture above) can't really see it though =/ oh well... It was from a few weeks ago. :O I think it was right after exams were over. LOL. Hmm~ I lost that top I'm wearing... wonder where it went. FAK. Well anyways, when I do go online, the only thing that's definitely a sure thing that I'll find enjoyable is when I go skype with him ♥ :DDD Aaaahhh~~~ *sighs*

You know what peeves me (amongst many other things) is why people bother making or sending those reeaaaally annoying emails to me.

At one point of my life - back in form 2, I think - people just kept sending them to me by the fucking dozen. =_= U know it's those stupid "chain mail" ones? That you just have to forward it on and on, and like, I got so sick of it that I stopped checking my mails altogether!! XD But yeah, I'm back to checking my mails once again =p but ever so rarely. I just can't be bothered to sift through one that is actually meant for me to read... It's an abomination! DX pisses me off.

Okay, one thing is like, I don't believe all those shit about how there will be a ghost coming to haunt you!! and killing you just right after it watches you sleep!! or whatever, if you don't forward the email to others. LIKE SERIOUSLY? SERIOUSLY? ARE U BEING SERIOUS WITH ME? Oh em geee... Do these 'ghosts' have some sort of GPS tracking device or something? If they do have one, tell me! I want to latch one on to my boyfriend XD hahahahaha just kidding~ =p But really... Whoever came up with those things have got to get a life or maybe find better ways to instill fear in gullible people.

Another thing that bugs me is; I don't appreciate people sending those emails about all those religion-influenced things. I mean, the email basically states that you have to 'forward this email' and mind you, it basically has no relevant content in it! NONE whatsoever, and you know what else? it's that if you don't forward it, you'll get the wrath of God, if not that, you're not His true follower. I mean... okay, who are you to decide who's 'true' or not? I hate that!

Like geez. You cannot tentukan, it's really up to God. So I can't even be bothered to forward those type of emails, it just totally gives off the wrong message. Oh and for God's sake... don't say I'm being insolent to my own religion... =_= I just think those emails can be composed in a more justified way. There are some, but yeah... I just don't like certain kinds.

What's more is that I get really peeved when I get all these emails saying I've win the lotto or people (I get countless of these mails sent to me) saying that they're about to die and needing an heir to their huge inheritance or whatever crap that is they put! Like ughhh!! SPAM SPAM SPAM a;sd;nfkfmfsuhgkfhilkjlaer;macao;!! BENCIIIII~!!!

Also, stop with the ridiculous notion that a lot of things or songs or products have subliminal messages in them telling you to do things! D: (maybe it is true~ but) PERSONALLY, I DON'T GIVE A F*CK! who cares?? Brainwashing is totally part of life. My advice? If you can't lick 'em, join 'em! Or better yet, why not join in, in the revolution of subtleties! Go subtly brainwash people to do your bidding too!!

Imagineeeee~!! YOU CAN MAKE ANYONE, ANYWHERE~ DO AAAAANNNYYYTHIIIINGG!! :O *le gasps* won't life be so much more entertaining? X) Just be sure to get your message across. It'll be messed up if you screw it up somehow and they end up annoying you instead =/

Hmmm.... I think I'll elaborate on this topic. It seems interesting to me =p

So okay, games! if you want to talk about subliminal messages, what better way than to depict it from games? Cause they sure as hell brainwash people good :D

So... NINTENDO! You know they have that game called 'cooking mama'? Yeah...

well honestly, why COOKING MAMA? Has anyone ever wondered? I betcha, it was a man or a bunch of men that created this game, it's their way of 'securing' their masculinity towards the female population. The very typical "GO TO THE KITCHEN AND MAKE ME A SAMMICH, WOMAN!!" sort of situation. Really, doesn't playing this make you feel like you're being controlled little girls? HMMM? roflmao. what the hell~

I play this game actually! xD hahaha and after every game, I always have the urge to cook D: OH NOES~!! I've been manipulated... *flails arms* Psssh~

Now now, let's look at a more classic example of games that everyone's played before~ MARIO~~~!!!!

Lol. Okay, soooo in the game, you all know that Mario collects mushroom and those star coins right? X) Like you jump up and down, go into pipes and smash rocks~ or whatever it is. Try this picture on for a size~

To me, that's like EPIC.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!! So here, we have Mario and a shady character, exchanging those "mushrooms" in the bag? for some coins? heehee. so what? is this game telling you to get high? are you really that dumb as to start pushing drugs? Cause it gives you the power to jump pretty high and go into underground pipes? X) hahahaha... seriousssslyyy~~ =p Ridiculous~! But if this were true though, someone should really sue the creators of Mario :O But nuuuu!! I love the game too much =p again. idc.

But sometimes out of satiric derision, I just humor them and yeah, get a good laugh out of those emails. It makes me feel devilish :D hahahaha wth~ Kays, bye...! aren't you glad I'm back to blogging irrelevant things once more? :D heeehee ♥

Kays, I wore make up! (experimented with it again, more like) Yay! lol here's picture D= was playing with make up~

I like that my cheeks look non-existent hereeeee~ cause like, I pouted my lips, jutted out my chin and voila! no chubby cheeks nyahaahahahah :D

I feel like... I don't know~ I like my lip colour. BUT, I don't agree with the cheek's colouring =/ I need to choose a better technique of applying blush D: My eyeliner is ♥ lol. To be honest, by the end of this... together with that pose I did. I thought I looked like some kind of wannabe!! HAHAHAHAHHAA. EPIC.

SORRY SORRY I gots drafts posted. But I wanted to show this... it actually came with a video. But I'm not sure whether I should post it up or not because I make sucky vlogs. =/ Plus I forgot my youtube password! HAHAHAHAHA. another epic phail.

[insert another pic here] lolz. too malas to do that atm. so nvm.

Okie dokley. I shall bid thee adieu~! ♥ ♥

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OH WAIT!! Have I mentioned lately how much I love my boyfriend? He makes me turn into fangirl mode :D lol. I dare-say, I do love him to bits!

Here are some of his skype pic with yours truly. HEE ♥

He's my very own 'beatles' boyfie~!!

The ring I gave him x) hehehe.

nyahahahaha I find him very adorable x3 HEHEHEHE.

My favourite picture of the year :P 

THE TROPHIES ♥ 

After our first (but more to come) bowling tourney, we celebrated at Neptunes at Pantai Jerudong :O FOod was alright. I wasn't well into the taste. Maybe I was expecting something a little bit more different :p

I played with my food and arranged it "artistically" I'm just silly and weird that way =/ bite me xp

We arrived waaay earlier than Qils did on the day of her departure. The first time I went there to send Muai♥ was enough to have taught me a lesson to come early if you want parking space. So before we met up with her we had some goofing off to do, by that I mean vaining :D lol

Like... here they are. A few shots from when we sent off Muai T__T I miss her already...

L to R: Munir, Fahrul (doing God knows what), Abu, Qils and Nazurah 

Nab and I

*senyum paksa*

So I've realized, men don't understand women, and women don't understand men. So why is it that we can still be 'in a relationship' with each other? =/ I think though... What makes us different from each other, makes us want the other sex. Yes, even all the aggravating, annoying, peculiar things that we don't get about their behavior and attitude makes them all the more interesting. 

But sometimes, you just have to and you just NEED TO be understanding... Seriously. When guys get too aggravating and annoying and so god damn clueless. It pisses us off. But then again, are they really to blame for that? I admit... Women have this habit of not being aggressive, we don't really get straight to the point, we love to make things complicated and see guys torture themselves to give a guess why we're so angry all of a sudden, we're really sadistic bitches if you think about it x) lol. I mean, would it not be easier for everyone if we just TOLD them the reason? I know right~ x) hahaha but nuuu~ WE WANT YOU TO THINK HARD, THINK REEEAAALLY HARD~!! X) roflmao.

We don't mean what we say, because like I said, we're sadistic bitches, we like to make you work your way into being a telepathic mind reader!! Cause we are just so cool and fucking demanding like that XP However, a point for the ladies, is that, we're giving you credibility. We TRUST and EXPECT you to be a great guy to already know (by now) why we're so ticked off.

If you want to come visit my place and celebrate the festive season. Please do. x) Just text me beforehand =p My family won't have an open house. BUT, I myself might host my own open house. Which means everything will be cooked by me. So appreciate my blood, sweat and tears. HAHAHA apakan exaggerated much. Just totally come swing by when I do have one. It'll be for a limited time saja because it's my first time hosting a raya thing. =)

MY NEW HAIR AND SPECTACLES!!

(though I've had the specs for quite a while already, but yeah... bangas, oh well!)

and blaaaah! No frickin' raya today maaan. What a let down! I seriously think the equipment they use is broken. Banartahh komkom =p I mean how many years have we received such results? four or was it five straight years? my goodness -_-

That means less raya for those who are flying off *sniffs* The feeling of anticipation has gone, so I ain't excited for raya at all. Plus  ALL SEVEN of my baju raya are craptacular. So I don't feel all pippy about going around with hideous baju raya =_= Thank god my boyfriend isn't here to see such ugly clothings. x) lol. This is such a half-assed blog entry.. lol.